This is why God provided each of us with a Bible. We says, 'My son, if you receive my words, and treasure my commands within you, so that you incline your ear to wisdom, and apply your heart to understanding; Yes, if you cry out for discernment, and lift up your voice for understanding, If you seek her as silver, and search for her as for hidden treasures; Then you will understand the fear of the LORD, and find the knowledge of God' (Proverbs 2:1-5). Satan is the author of confusion, and over the centuries he has done a good job. But the truth is still the truth, and each of us is responsible for seeking it out like buried treasure. We encourage you to continue to prayerfully seek.